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Aug. 24th, 2016 | 04:40 pm
mood: typing

I wound up with the voice attacking me one night. I think I was trying to read a magazine is when the voice picked onto me. This sucks big time when I had to go onto the computer and just edit one story out of needing something to do. Ugh.

I find at night when I try to read a book or magazine with the TV on blaring the voice interferes and picks onto me. Mostly triggering my paranoia to go off a few times including making me too scared to sleep as a result.

I couldn’t sleep with the voice picking onto me so I edited one story out of needing something to do. The voice is terrible big time when it scares me from going to bed sleeping the noise off. Ugh. I didn’t bother with bed instead went onto the computer as a result. Ugh again.

I used to spend time in bed trying to sleep off those voiced attacks. I sort of gave up the bed as a result of trying to sleep them off. I don't bother with sleeping in bed when I'm suffering from the voice's attacks. Instead I go onto the computer and edit some muse talk stories out of needing something to occupy my mind.

I find when I have the voice attacking me the computer is the only way I can shake off the inner noises. I can’t seem to use books to read or magazines. I’m not entirely sure of how a computer can help me with the inner noises. I’m not sure why’s the computer is what’s successful in shaking off the inner noises’ attacks. Ugh.

Also I mostly use a computer when I'm home sick from voice's attacks while out walking around. Ugh. I don't know why I can't seem to bother to use a book or a magazine for those voice's attacks. I tend to use the computer as a result. Oh well.

I wound up using the computer when I recalled withdrawn from medicines involving surgery done onto me. I had a voice attack as a result of withdrawing from the medicines for putting me down asleep.

I was really creep out that I couldn't do much besides staying home reading tons of muse talk. I wound up using the computer all day while the voice picked onto me including making me nervous. Ugh. Plus I think around midnight is when the voice quit bothering me enough to go to bed and sleep off the attack of voice triggering my paranoia off. Ugh again.

Sometimes the voice's chanting can get to me enough to trigger my paranoia to go off the charts and make me upset. My paranoia is always off the charts by the voice whenever I walk a certain road route home. This sucks big time when I try to walk slow but wound up with the voice bothering me enough to get the paranoia off. Ugh as a result I have to walk fast as I can to get home quick as I can. Ugh this sucks.

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